Last Night I went to a speed dating event. the conversations were easy, but I’m not sure asking the boring questions (job, hobbies, trips )can get the job done. And felt like none of the questions I have got answered. Why should I date? Was there Chemistry? Is this something I should pursue? Adam was brought a help mate when the time was right, not before. Perhaps that’s why I don’t tend to find some one, Why would I need a help mate for the life that I live.
One thing I did learn is that I can talk. Some of the girls were interesting. From a assembly line creator(machines and Tech), to a bunch of finance girls. There were some cute ones.
Sometimes life gives us questions and answers are not always forthcoming, but It has renewed my faith, that God will provide in his timing. I just hope that if he does put it in my life, something will come alive in me to ease the process, I’m not a young man anymore.
Side note: The one weakness is that why I did not let the fact that I work retail hold me back, I do feel that everything is too fledgling in my journey out of that life. Perhaps I can use this for motivation to keep creating and growing, so that in six months I can feel like this is a bigger part of my identity.
Narrative-Nomad 